Thursday, July 23, 2015

Count Down to Empty Nest

Hard to believe that in three weeks our son will be away at college.  I'm not sure what to do with myself.  I thought I was ready but today I'm realizing that I am not.  My whole life all I ever wanted to do was be a mom.  While I know I'm still a mom it is a new and different chapter that I'm just not quite ready for but have no choice.  I'm very proud of Andrew and I know there are big and wonderful things in his future, it's just so hard to let go.

We just spent 4 days in Springfield, partly for registration and orientation and partly just to spend time together in the college town.  We went to a Springfield Cardinal's game, they are a farm team for the St. Louis Cardinals.  Totally went off our diet!  Both Bill and I were sure we put all of our weight back on over the four days in Springfield but guess what?  We didn't!  Neither one of us!  Now, I'd be lying if I said we didn't gain a little but I only gained 2 pounds and have already lost 1 since being home for only 2 days!  Bill gained less than 5 pounds.  We are back on plan now.

Just feeling sad today.  Emotions will most likely be all over the place for the next several weeks/months.

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